well, i don't know but my feelings are really in a mix-mode now. here i go.
thanks for everything you had done. thought you're the one for me. but instead, you build me up, and tear me down, like an old abandoned house. it hurts alot when you said you love me, and then you dont. i understand that you are busy with some every other things. i did not force you to love me. its your choice. love cant be forced. but now, my heart is so empty. i will try to forget you. i will. those conversations. those laughter. those tears. those promises. those lies. well, thanks, it ddnt helped. its easy for you to say this and that. but its hard to do it. likewise, its easier said than done. even my friends had helped out, i ddnt work. you dont even bother, do you? when i look at you, i want to look away, ohh pleeaase. when i dont look at you, i have the tendency to look at you. whats wrong with me?
of course, when you are in love, its like katak bawah tempurung. being unaware of the surrounding, just that person you're focusing on. like there's nothing else revolving around you.
well, what to do. its fate and destiny. like how to change? but the deep deep feeling inside me, i just dont know. what to do? love fades away, right. but too bad, im one of your victims, love. what have i done to deserve this? haven't i given you enough of everything? i know thats not the reason. you're just too busy to entertain me. i got it. but now, for my friends thats reading, and if you know who, well, stop about calling my name when he's around alright? i need a new life. i need to forget him. so if you dont stop, how will i forget him? but he happens to revolve or be wherever i am. thats sad case. but oh, whatever. i need to forget everything about you.
and if you are reading this, im sorry but blog is where i express my feelings okay. you have better things to do, dont you. then why are you reading my blog. well nevermind.
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