hellohellohello. today i woke up at 9.40. on my radio, tune into 987fm, plays the song with you. as i listen to the music, i baring on my bed until 10.20. then bathe till 10.30. okaay, had breakfast.then read newpaper until 12. during that moment, i was watching the tennis thingy. xD sharapova and ina something. woooo. mom asked why i had eyebags. x.x she asked if i had been crying so on so on. she knows i have a blog. she said if me and him are not meant to be, its not meant to be. mom said i cant stay, i gotta move on move on move on. tears start rolling. daddy, lil brother and mom was there. she kept telling me, because of him, dont make my other things affected. 1 down, 10 to go. she said.well i did feel better, somehow. haisssss.i will move on, oh i will. well then, i texted him, blahblahblahh.. but its okaay. if he's happy, i'm happier. well asyraf, good luck for your future, and may you find the right one for you. at least now my heart feels better, when you told me you dont have feelings for me anymore. i got the answer i had been waiting. at least, your true and honest to yourself. its okay man im okay. well then, later im going out to bowl and swim, i guess? ok nehmind. aniway, if dani, ur reading this, thanks for yesterday when you cheered me up. i appreciate it alot, brother<3