2009 already?

i didn't manage to post on 31st dec, aww. was busy with ukail's and my celebration. thanks for the gifts and thoughts, relatives<3

a new year. 2008 is filled with so much memories. being with ex-zomrxz: adila, angelina, ashikin, fazlin and hamizah. (alphabetical order) i miss you girls so much, laughing together, crying together, and whats best was being together. the tiffs we had, the arguements, the love we shared. but sadly it has to come to an end.

including being in love, having crushes on people, or going "oh my god, he's so cute!" or going gaga over some guys. 2008, i was secondary two. oh gosh, being to KL with the sec twos, getting over the IC stuff, streaming, and what not. yes, its over. booo.

i'm secondary three already? turning fifteen in just two days? struggling with nine subjects in school? syf? taking o levels next year? oh my god, no. well, what could i do? i would find the rewind button to rewind time, but too bad, that's just an impossible thing to happen.

hopefully life would turn out better this year. hopefully i can do my studies better and make my parents proud. hopefully 2009 won't be a year filled with despair. hopefully it would be a year which i can smile and be a lively/happy girl.

let's push away all those bad memories that happened in 2008. maybe we should start anew or turn over a new leaf or start a new chapter if we regretted doing anything last year. (wow, last year) realise our mistakes and make a vow to oursleves that we would be stronger and not repeat those silly mistakes ever again.

a new pimple for a new year. (Y)